Here is my truth, at this point in time and based on all I know, everything we see and feel is dictated by our narratives. No emotion is more important than another and love doesn’t need to be justified.
People can be a combination of good, amazing, bad and disappointing all at once. Friendships can form and fall apart, hearts can break and heal. Tomorrow is another day and today may be the blessing we wished for yesterday.
Our brains work a million miles an hour, obsessing over trivial things that shouldn’t matter and yet influence our day to day mood.
People judge, we judge ourselves and each other all the time – so being non-judgemental needs to be an active choice, a guiding principle one that goes hand in hand with compassion, kindness and understanding.
Words hurt, expectations hurt even more and dreams don’t always come true; but more often than not we find out somewhere down the line that some things weren’t meant to be, because if they were then we wouldn’t be where we need to be.
I’ve come to understand that perfectionism is a gift and a curse, that having a wild imagination can lead you down a rabbit hole and that the only person you can change is yourself – and even that isn’t always possible.
I’ve come to learn that some people have become so good at lying to themselves that they can lie to you about their whole existence, hide behind their masks and tear you down for showing up as your authentic self.
I’ve learned that love isn’t enough for a lifetime partnership, distance doesn’t determine loyalty and time doesn’t dictate depth of connection.
I’ve come to accept that acceptance is the only thing that will set us free; because trying to control things always brings up other problems that you couldn’t have foreseen.
My truth right now says nothing matters, but everything does; that pain is holy, sadness is ok, love should be unapologetic, tears matter just as much as laughter does and timing is the most important ingredient in the recipe of life.
I know enough to know that I know nothing at all, that my truth can change tomorrow and that every version of me is a version that will leave me surprised, proud, disappointed and content all at once.
My truth, right now with all I know, is that being present is what bliss is about and even if I can pause there for a fraction of a second then I have been successful in making the most of that precious moment.
This is just the beginning and maybe there is no end; but knowing my truth makes me curious to learn more about others truth and what narratives they apply to this imaginary world that we all experience so differently.
Be your truest self.
Love always,
Miss Dreamer
Souloom™ 