It’s been an exhausting week at work and I’ve felt run down this weekend because I can feel my brain being pulled in so many directions. I have too many tabs open and I desperately need to start closing some of them off.
With lockdown being extended in Sydney, uncertainty around when I will see my partner who managed to make it to NewZealand from the UK, only for me to be unable to cross the Tasman Sea and see him, the pressures and work volume increasing at work, the concerns with the lack of vaccine availability, the uncertainty around my work and living situation as neither is permanent and the energy required to study a Diploma etc. These are all the big ticket items that have tabs open in my mind, draining my energy and my focus.
So, this Sunday I pray for a week whereby clarity can be shaped in the midst of uncertainty.
I pray for calmness and for patience as I stay present and trust that everything works out in the end.
I pray that I will be grounded and that I won’t be led by thoughts and worries that don’t serve me.
I pray that I pause more often and that I breath deeply, prioritising my well-being over all else.
I pray that I find the courage and the strength to close any tabs that don’t have to be open and that I focus on taking care of myself as best as I can under the circumstance.
I pray that I can have fun and laugh, because these are definitely elements that are lacking in my life at the moment.
I pray that I recall and say thanks for the blessings more than I focus in on the losses and disappointments.
I pray for healing, love and joy and I pray for inspiration, support and compassion.
Love Always,
M